http://outloud.blogdrive.com/ Screaming Out Loud Tue, 21 Sep 2004 20:05:09 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Acting Music Sports General http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/137.html Tue, 21 Sep 2004 03:59:58 GMT Summer is ending soon its alright and its nice to not be so alone hey guys.. well lets see today was 50/50 .. i realized that marcus and kel are good friends and they care about me lots so thanks..i love you guys.. so anyways i went after school to josh's house..i picked him up and we went over to the waterbury mall. it was pretty gheto.. lol and i even dropped sixty on my boyfriend. .hah not fun but oh well he better make it up to me BIG time.. lol so anyways i bought him this green shirt and hat from pacsun and some other hat from there.. then we took him to get this weird ass piercing... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=137 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/136.html Sat, 18 Sep 2004 16:30:03 GMT We've got the afternoon You got this room for two One thing I've left to do Discover me Discovering you One mile to every inch of Your skin like porcelain One pair of candy lips and Your bubblegum tongue 'Cause if you want love We'll make it Swimming in a deep sea Of blankets Take all your big plans And break 'em This is bound to be a while Your body is a wonderland Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands) Your body is a wonderland There's something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase You tell me... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=136 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/135.html Thu, 09 Sep 2004 03:03:01 GMT We promise each other its til the end now were spinning empty bottles its the 5 of us w/pretty eyed boys girls die to trust, i cant resist the day Maybe i'm a little bit over my head i come undone at the things he said and hes so funny in his bright red shirt we were all in love and we all got hurt hey this is guna be wicked short bc i have a life and no time to write in here butttt senior year is going well excluding everything besides senior year ..lol long story.. at least prom is back on a friday!!!!!!!! woo may 6..i got like 4 dates.. i guess we'll see how many i have come... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=135 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/133.html Fri, 06 Aug 2004 05:08:26 GMT I dont no wats worth fightin for or y I have to scream I dont no y I instigate n say wat I dont mean I dont no how I got this way I no its not alright So Im breakin the habit... tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more than anytime before I had no options left again i dont no wats worth fightin for or y i have to scream I dont no y I instigate n say wat I dont mean I dont no how I got this way Ill never b alright So I'm breaking the habit tonight ill paint it on the walls cus Im the1 at fault Ill never fight again n this is how... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=133 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/132.html Thu, 22 Jul 2004 03:31:06 GMT All that I need to hear from you Something of value but something untrue All that I wished that I'd find within you... See how what she wanted and she needed Tore it all down in the end Some how like a sickness she infects me She's simple but deadly my friend All that I needed to hear from you Something of value but something untrue All that I wished that I'd find within you Stings when I see all the ways that you... Took me for granted and told me it's through Picked from my pockets and smiled Empty is nothing and nothing is you Think I'll just sit for a while See how what I wanted and... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=132 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/131.html Thu, 08 Jul 2004 23:19:40 GMT Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated {Chorus} I am Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intentions Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me So isoloated, so motivated I am certain now... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=131 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/130.html Tue, 06 Jul 2004 00:11:07 GMT Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved Tap on my window, knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=130 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/129.html Mon, 28 Jun 2004 05:00:00 GMT Im starting to fashion an idea in my head where i would impress you with every single word i said i just wanna say that today was a good day.. it was fun..this kid nick came over for the first time.. and it was actually amazing.. nothing will come out of this.. at all..its a fact.. but it was nice .. we just kissed and hugged and held hands and i did actually feel a connection but someone out there wont let us be together and im ok w/that.. but whatever..so he came over aroudn 3 or so and we were just sittin on my couch and hes like u smell soooooo good and he started kissin me and he... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=129 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/128.html Fri, 25 Jun 2004 05:00:00 GMT There's a place off Ocean Avenue Where I used to sit and talk with you We were both 16 And it felt so right Sleeping all day, staying up all night Staying up all night There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street We would walk on the beach in our bare feet We were both 18 And it felt so right Sleeping all day, staying up all night Staying up all night If I could find you now Things would get better We would leave this town And run forever Let your waves crash down on me And take me away, yea Theres a piece of you that's here with me Its everywhere I go It's everything I see When I... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=128 http://outloud.blogdrive.com/archive/126.html Thu, 24 Jun 2004 17:02:11 GMT Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It’s nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn’t that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds hey guys.. this might be kinda short bc i gota start gettin ready for work.. but anyways yesterday was my... (more) http://outloud.blogdrive.com/comments?id=126