Summer is ending soon
its alright
and its nice to not be so alone
hey guys.. well lets see today was 50/50 .. i realized that marcus and kel are good friends and they care about me lots so thanks..i love you guys.. so anyways i went after school to josh's house..i picked him up and we went over to the waterbury mall. it was pretty gheto.. lol and i even dropped sixty on my boyfriend. .hah not fun but oh well he better make it up to me BIG time.. lol so anyways i bought him this green shirt and hat from pacsun and some other hat from there.. then we took him to get this weird ass piercing in his upper ear somehwere .. i dont even know.. but he DOES have his tung ring back in.. oh man it was exciting ;-) lol but anyways after the mall we went out to my car and he FINALLY showed some sort of emotion lol and kissed me ETC haha until marcus called.. lol..but i love marcus so its all good.. then we went back towards his house and we chilled in this empty parkign lot for like an hour and mucho fun.. lol.. i say to any girls out tere w/boyfriends.. make them get tung rings lol ooh la la!! woooooooo anyways.. so we talked and i am SO confused.. i think he really likes me at least thats what he says and hes wicked sweet in person.. i just dont know!! argh now hes sick i know i got him sick bc he has what i had.. and oh well.. lol i cant help but worry .. i want things to work out for me for once.. i want him to meet my family and i want him to be around for christmas and new years etc.. i just want to be happy w/someone.. i hope it gets better than this...i wish he'd make me happy all the time..not just wen were together.. oh well.. shit happens right..?
*Manda
