Im starting to fashion an idea in my head
where i would impress you with every single word i said
i just wanna say that today was a good day.. it was fun..this kid nick came over for the first time.. and it was actually amazing.. nothing will come out of this.. at all..its a fact.. but it was nice .. we just kissed and hugged and held hands and i did actually feel a connection but someone out there wont let us be together and im ok w/that.. but whatever..so he came over aroudn 3 or so and we were just sittin on my couch and hes like u smell soooooo good and he started kissin me and he wasss really sexy lol.yum yum.. and then blah blah blah ;-) and then he came and layed down w/me and put his head on my chest and told me he "liked this" and i did too..and we just held eachother...go figure it woodnt work out.. its his doings sorta..yet he confuses me but i dont need to get caught up in this at all.. so im just not guna continue w/it.. its over and done with.. i think i just needed this one day.. it will keep me content for a wile.. but aaround 5:30 we went over to wendys for some dinner and then he went home around 7 or so ...then i went to melissas after he left to tell her all about my day..=) Sorry Nick... i really did
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"In all affairs it's a healthy thing now and then to hang a
question mark on the things you have long taken for
granted."
-- Bertrand Russell